What do I do next?

[luvhurts49]

This is gonna be a little bit off the current top of this thread, but I starting thinking about some things overnight and it really has me wondering what the thought process is for some of the other people on this board are.

Since the day my W first moved out (same day as bomb), in the back of my head, I've always thought that she would eventually realize her mistake and would come back. Even to this day, after getting served my D papers, getting a lawyer, and our relative lack of communication since, I still believe that she will come back--that she will wake up one day and decide that this is all a big mistake.

I know that our D is looming and I'm sure that it will be messy and I have halfway convinced myself that she isn't coming back, but still in the back of my head, I still believe that she will just wake up and come back.

Am I the only one that feels this way or have these types of thoughts or is this normal? I could really use some insight and/or perspective from you guys/girls.