alcoholic H decided he wants D

[imthemom]

Thanks Vc..
Im putting up a strong front..but i have my moments at night when my imagination wont stop..and you go over every detail and wonder about every ridiculouse the imaginable....
It makes me sick he could do that..i NEVER considered for a second he would do that.
I wish i could get it out of my head!!!
But man have i grown...the old me would be absolutly FLIPPING OUT!! Thinking of every spitefull thing i could do or say..with a few exceptions there has been no contact other then about our S...
I hope he is sitting and crying lkke i did for months...but i doubt it..