I'm still here part III

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Today is a bad day for me.

I find myself having huge anxiety, to the point where I feel I may have a panic attack.
I keep thinking "Oh my God...this is real..this is really happening...I'm getting divorced." It scares me so much that I am tempted to try to contact H to beg & plead to reconsider.

I won't though, I can promise you that. I feel like it though.

I DON'T WANT THIS.