UPDATE I've been personally feeling very BLAH lately. Each time I sit down to fill out the legal financial paperwork, my stomach begins to churn. Each time I see our son leave and my wife fronting an act as cold as an Antarctic blizzard, my heart sink.
And with Thanksgiving, my birthday, my wife's birthday a couple of days after mine, Xmas, then pushing to divorce my wife (which I REALLY don't want to do, but have to)...this is a very hard time.
(On the plus side, at least my porn addiction is still under good control. Usually it flares up under duress, but I've been able to preoccupy myself with more productive and respectable hobbies.)