What do I do next?

[luvhurts49]

No, I wasn't being sarcastic. Sometimes having that outside, uber-positive voice helps. I have no doubts that I will continue to make mistakes and it will probably push my W further away, but I will still do what I need to do for me and my kids. Right now she gets angry at every little thing and I have to remember to just back-off and walk away. It's very hard, but what other choices do I have?

Yeah, it's really sad when you think about how much it is going to cost to just say we split everything. By the time we get done, we will have lost our life savings, our house, our credit, and our sanity. I heard something the other day and it made a lot of sense--it should only take 30 minutes to get a D, but to get M, you should have to take classes, hire a L, and talk to a MC before you are able to tie the knot.