Volume III

[gunny]

TEL,
Welcome back. Your thoughts are very similar to what I feeling now about my m. However, you are a bit farther along than i am at this time. My anger is just starting to boil to the surface, I have had some comm with my s, friendly, but also businesslike because we are dealing with dissolution of some property.

My IC yesterday told me that having anger is good and bad at this point, good in that it many times can act as a catalyst for change, change in me that must be made, like owning up to my responsibilities in the failure of my m. Bad in that unless forgiveness eventually emerges out of the anger, it can retard growth.
lets see what transpires over the next days/weeks/mos. In the meantime, continue to take care of you!