Looking for the silver lining...

[irishblessings]

Worked late tonight - cleaning up my email, I went through emails from XH dating back to 2009 - every day "love you" "can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you" "I am so lucky to have you in my life and to have your love" etc.... You've all heard it. What did it tell me?
1. I wasn't crazy in believing him
2. When I look at my responses to him - I was never judgmental - I was always open and kind to him and always encouraging

Then, when he "changed" - it was as though a completely different person was writing.

But - here's the good news - I didn't cry. Yay me!!