Set a new goal for myself. The stop avoiding XW and to make eye contact and say hi and bye is going OK. Next step is to not say anything derogatory about her to her, the girls or friends.

I don't regret marrying her. I wish it had turned out different, but it's all a part of the great story that is my life.

Going to try again to call DateHookUp lady tonight. She sent a message saying she wanted to talk. We'll see. I really hope she is as pretty as her pix on the site and as nice to talk to as she seems online.

Finally have the rest of the money to file bankruptcy. So I'll be sending that out. I have a running race for the weekend. That's extra money. I have the plasma donating down to a science. I have my workout schedule down. I'm making progress on the developer autobiography.

All in all ... progress.


Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11
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