Do I stay or do I go?

[anyhope]

Thank you all, nice to know that ppl care for me. I mean I'm sure my friends care for me as well, but I try not to talk to them about whats going on anymore.. Nice to come here and do so..
Turns out I was somehow a day off and I'm moving tomorrow not today, I have started packing and it's going well so far, I only got a tear in my eyes once coming across an old photo.. Most likely one of the first photos of us together.. God we were so young.. Not that were old now.. But it was some time ago..
I got a cold.. So I get tired easily.. Taking a break now, not even half way done. I heard him talking to ow last night describing our rooms.. Didn't really make out what the conversation was about.. But then I heard she is planning some kind of a party here because they were talking about getting a large table. This morning h said he wants to make a table that can be extended.. I asked if he's planning a huge party.. He said not necessarily.. Whatever.