W is angrier after my 180's - time + consistency

[2thepoint]

And so begins another sad day in the life of 2thepoint.

My W has finally told her sister about our sitch. Good for her! She needed to get this off her chest. She has had this bottled up for so long I know it has been killing her. She sent me a text late yesterday with the following:

"I told my sister. I'm sorry, I really want to respect your privacy. I just needed to know she won't hate me."

That last part has nothing to do with her guilt over the EA. I'm certain of that. What it is is her concern over being judged by her family because of the break up and because she knows that all of us are very close. She says they adore me. Whether or not that is true, I don't know. But I am closer to her family than I am to my own. So our break up is going to be a blow for sure.

This morning I got a text from my brother-in-law (W's sister's husband) that said the following:

"Hi 2thepoint. Very said to hear about you and W. If you want to talk about anything at all, please call, text, email. You'll always be our uncle 2thepoint & our feelings for you will never change . We'll talk AND see you soon. Hang in there buddy."

I am feeling so grief stricken! I've never felt this sad, ever! Maybe I've been lucky to have lived so long and not had to feel this kind of pain.

Got to get a grip! Damn this is hard stuff!

That's all for now.