This paragraph brings up a question that most LBS'es lose sight of(myself included). Were you happy before the bomb or before getting into this mess? I know that I wasn't.
After I typed the question above, I went back to read all of your post again. By what I can gather, you weren’t happy either. Please correct me if I am wrong. It seems to me as though it was just a matter of time before one of you had enough.
I was generally quite happy. The only times I was not happy were as above when H was , stressed, grumpy and distant with me or our girls. I have stuggled since the first time he left with insecurity which has not been nice but I feel that over the last few months I was making good progress. I do need to get my own life though and have started looking around for some opportunuties just for me. My mum has asked would I go back to the way things were? I am unsure. Some days a resounding yes, others a more definite no.
