It does work if you truly rely on Him. As far as an update, I've moved past the LRT. Partially. I rarely initiate contact and I don't open up with all my daily plans and feelings. But the withdrawing most of the way, wasn't working. she knows I haven't given up. Mostly, I focus on being me. That's who she fell in love with. And I ultimately have to be happy with living with myself. No matter what happens. So, I'm being me. Fun-loving, sarcastic and responsible. She still occasionally believes it's an act (can't really blame her, don't know what happened to me). But my friends and family recognize me. And I figure, even if she thinks I'm faking it, this is me. Take it or leave it. I would prefer she take it. But like I said, at least I won't have to live with a me I don't like.
M-34 W-31 2 S,11&11 1 D, 6 T 13 YEARS M 12 YEARS ILYBINILWY OCT. 2009 We are too close. All we see are smears of paint. The Lord sees the masterpiece He is painting.
And I figure, even if she thinks I'm faking it, this is me. Take it or leave it. I would prefer she take it. But like I said, at least I won't have to live with a me I don't like.
