Snowman, there's one thing to understand that the LBS only comes to realize at this moment...

It ain't over, yet... whether you were to file, or your W files...

It ain't over...

So buckle up and keep your personal growth going...

Because no D is done fast... which means you risk getting back on the roller coaster... do nothing out of anger, just detach and whatever comes (and that's the hard part) will come as it does...

Deal with your emotions in a positive way... take care of yourself...