NTX, hang in there, man. I don't have any tangible indicators my M will be saved, actually quite the opposite. However, I'm still in the game, and there's no way I would have ever thought I would still be in the game this long. I know because of DB'ing and because of God, I would have never done the things for myself I have. I've been saved from the pit of despair. I have also met a lot of top notch people because of DB'ing.