I am saddened to hear this news, but don't fret. You've come so far in this time that it would be a waste to give in to your hurt and anger. Your recent apartment change is symbolic of the change in you. Yes there are the remnants of yourself under this new fresh coat of paint, but the new coat is the new you.
You've worked hard to rediscover the person you always were. Your H is down a terrible path, and he will only continue to fail. You on the other hand, have chosen to rise above the mediocrity, the pain, the anger, the hurt.
You have chosen to say you are better than that.
And you are.
Life does suk but if there is one thing I love about life, it is this:
"When life gives you lemons, make orange juice and leave life wondering just how the heck you did it."
