Do I stay or do I go?

[aeolianchaos]

anyhope,

Coping w/ something like this is very cognitively demanding. I would take comfort in knowing you will probably be improving in your exam/academic performance quite a bit once you don't have to spend so much energy dealing w/ your sitch.

I am looking forward to hearing about your life after you get away from your H. I suspect it is going to be much more vibrant and joyful than you might be able to imagine right now.