too much time and distance

[gunny]

Good morning AC,
I dont think there is anything wrong with you wanting to do these things. As workinghard said, it is human. Even after you get the divorce, you will have a relationship, it sounds like it will always be friendly. All looks pretty dark now, but it eventually has to get better. You must now go on and live your life, as you were meant to do. You will still have contact with her, you never know what is going to happen. Again, as i have said before, how you end things in this phase will be remembered by the WAS in future days.
Just my 2 cents, continue to lean forward!!