Woke up this morning promptly at 5 AM. H was making his own lunch, which is a change. He must have set his alarm clock earlier because he already out of bed, which is unusual for him. Heard him shower, get dressed then go out the door. I pretended to be sleep until I thought he left. Heard the car turn on, but he didn't leave right away. He had made so much noise getting dressed that I kind of hoped he was packing a bag.
I came into the living room so that I could get on the computer. I have some work due today and I want to get it knocked out early. Then I heard H at the door - he must have forgotten something. I unlocked the door and walked back to the computer. I couldn't bring myself to look at him. He got whatever he left and said see you later. I think I responded - I'm so out of it in the morning.
A quick survey of the bedroom revealed that he didn't pack a bag, so I guess he's staying home for now. At one point in the night I felt his arm around me, but he removed in a short while later. Things are different, strange and somewhat tense, but its not anything that bad. I feel somewhat embarrassed that I got 'caught' pretending to sleep. He probably thinks I was snooping or something.
I saw a rented DVD on the TV in the bedroom. Either he got bored at his friend's house or this is another peace offering. I probably won't hear from him too much today except for important stuff. Since its Halloween, I'm going to answer if he calls, but after today I think I'm going be much more selective. The less contact we have, the better.
