911 for tomorrow.....!!!
I just realized we have our appt. with co parenting councelor tomorrow evening...
I dont really expect him to show after what happened this morning but in case he does i need thoughts and advice on how to handle this..
If i react the way i want to i will tell him under no circumstances is he to teel or talk to our son about OW...and i dont want him around her!!!
Im starting the D process tomorrow but only because im being forced.. we are living hand to mouth while he spends his money on her...i cant do this to my kids anymore, we go without a lot!!!!
I dont know what to say, im afraid hes drinking again and i have to protect my son, but i dont want to keep him from his dad...
Im getting the rest of my things from the house tomorrow since its about to sell and then seeing the lawyer..it all feels so final..
And the sick part is, i still love him and want so badly to fix this.....
HELP!!... what do i do at this meeting tomorrow!!!!????


Me:48 H:42
M: 18 yrs.
S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H
D bomb: 9/9/11
OW confirmed 10/30/11
D papers filed 11/01/11
S15 S21(Special needs) S28

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