alcoholic H decided he wants D

[imthemom]

he kept me from walking in on them, wouldnt let me past the door but her purse and jacket etc. was on the couch and her car right in the driveway...in my spot.
He had a huge smirk on his face and when I tried to walk in he laughed and said your not going in there. I said well this explains everything and walked away, he said no it doesnt but I just kept walking....
I did not have a lawyer but had consulted one a month ago, will be retaining her tomorrow. even though this was to be his weekend and he was to busy "working" to have his son, he actually just showed up over here to pick him up and take him shopping, without calling me or letting me know. am I crazy for thinking he should have just left me alone at least for today...i just caught him in our bed 6 hrs ago with some slut and he just shows up here and send my mail in like nothing happened...i just want to throw up...
the utter disregard for my feelings....he sent me a text about 2 hrs ago saying Im sorry you had to find out that way ive been wanting to tell you but couldnt....needless to say i did not respond.