I'm still here part III

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Thanks Paige. I appreciate the support.

I'm having an ok day. Ran around with S10 today doing errands, but we had a nice time together. He was very upset last night. He says he doesn't matter to H, and I just held him and told him that we will all be ok.
He was better today.

I find myself going back and fourth between anger, disbelief, and sadness. This is really happening to me. The place I didn't want to be in, I am in. I know that things will pass and eventually it won't hurt so much, but right now it's almost unbearable.

I will not text him anymore. I'm glad his phone will be disconnected and then I won't even have to think about it.