let's see I do own a t-shirt that says "I've got Issues" but somewhere imbeded in my wardrobe are also the shirts that say "nice lady" and "bitch"

asked a friend that I've had since kidnergarten to describe me...

what was I like in elementary school I aksed...

a sweet nice girl, he answered

what was I like in jr and high school....

a biatch was his reply...

the biatch was the shell...the don't mess with me..the I don't care what you all think and you can't hurt me...thing is it didn't work cause I did care and do care..and it does get bottled up..I do bite my tounge and therefore I do snap...I often feel violated and disrespected by others and despite how often I try to rationally asked to be respected they don't seem to hear it till I snap and then I get the huff well she's just a bitch isn't she. but of course then the more you know me the more you realize I'm not a bitch at all.

LL