hmmmm...let's see...at the very begining of our seperation h and I went to c together...that c (who we only went to twice) called me a porcupine (and I'm sure after reading some of my posts many of you may agree) I know what he meant and I understand the reasons for it and explained.
my explenation???
letting things bother me and showing that I'm hurt by crying or being sad never worked...(yes LL was once a very sweet sensitive little girl who people liked to make cry cause it was easy) so I instead got angry cause that sure as hell felt alot better than being sad.
thing is I find myself rather apathetic at most times now...don't want to be angry...don't want to be sad...where's the friggen middle ground?
just wanted to add my o2 now I'll listen to what you fine ladies think about the whole anger thang.
