I am still in bed but haven't been able to sleep any more. I put in a dvd of the big bang theory.
Does every new part of this horrific journey hurt as much????
Thanks RIck for checking in on me. I just don't know how to handle today - but I know it's going to be a hard one....
WOW. She couldn't even wait until she moved out. Unbelievable. I NEVER thought she would/could hurt me so much. I had come out of a bad relationship a couple of years before I met W and I purposely picked her b/c she was NICE. To be honest, I thought she was kind of 'bland'-- SAFE......ON PURPOSE I WANTED THAT. True full confession time....i wasn't impressed with her at first, I was just so happy someone nice REALLY REALLY liked me and treated me like a queen.
I thought I was in control. Go figure. But WHY does it have to affect my S????????
Tears tears tears.......
Me (f): 45 W(f) 35 T: 13 y C: S4 adopted at birth 6-18-11 bomb: I want to break up 8-28-11 OW confirmed