I'm still here part III

[~¤DG¤~]

Thank you for the support everyone. I really needed to read that.

I feel....numb, I guess. There isn't any other way to describe it.

Even though this hurts like h*ll, I remind myself that these past 10 months I have been extremely proactive in terms of making myself a better woman. When I look in the mirror, I like the woman looking back at me. That hasn't happened like, ever.
This has been a tremendous experience for me. I honestly thing that H couldn't deal with the fact that the changes in me were sincere. I feel the more I moved forward, the more stuck he felt.

Now would be the time that the old DG would get angry and get spiteful. I'm not going down that road. I refuse to. That DG is gone.

I took a big step tonight and cancelled H's cell phone. If he wants to separate his life from me, then so be it. I've got to take some steps to protect myself.
His OW can take care of him now. My time is up.