Well....she asked me if I wanted her to call me...i said..."YES". That was 1 1/2 hrs ago. NO CALL. I am devastated. WHY???? I knew there was OW since end of August. WHY am I SO HURT?????

WHY AM I CRYING????? WHY DO I CARE??????????

IDEAS??????? Yeah, detach. I'm trying....... I'm trying.....

I do not want to lose my son, but this is ENOUGH disrespect for one lifetime! I dont' think she would do that to HIM. ....... Enough disrespect. Enough of being a victim. Forget that. Period.


Me (f): 45
W(f) 35
T: 13 y
C: S4 adopted at birth
6-18-11 bomb: I want to break up
8-28-11 OW confirmed