Originally Posted By: Hopeful321
Journaling:

I understand. As I was typing the above, I realized I was pursuing.

Well, last night when I went to bed, I turned my cell phone off and when I woke up at 9:30 this morning, I received 2 text messages from H and then he called me. He asked what I was doing and I replied I just woke up. He asked if I wanted to go to the mall with him and our D. And he showed up at my house with 5 mins. He was already in route to pick me up. So off to the mall went. He admitted to me that for the past two weeks he has missed me and that scared him. He wants to take things very slow and see if I have really changed. He also admitted that he has some issues that he needs to work on as well. Such as why he needs to be in contact with other women.

We sent the entire day together. Which was great. He did hug and kiss me quite a few times. He left around 7:30 tonight. But it was weird. He gave me a somewhat of a hug, more like a pat on the back and thanks. No kiss or nothing. Not that I expected one. But it would have been nice.

I am still going to keep some distance between us. At least for my sake.
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Sorry but all this tells me is that he probably got into a fight with the girlfriend and is making sure you are still around. I am not being negative just being real. It's happened so much here. Don't fall for it. Keep living your own life. Do not give him anymore time if he is not committing to your M.


M44 H41
M20 T23
3 older teens
Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy"
EA Nov 09 w/coworker
Another PA in Mar 10
I Filed Apr 10
D final Dec 10