IS! That really sux. The alien has officially taken over, hasn't it? Its so hard to understand how someone who once proclaimed to love you can so callously disregard your feelings.
You deserve better.
But! Remember why you are doing this. No one said it was easy. You have been extraordinarily tough throughout your sitch, and only you know how much you can take.
Sounds like you did a great job at S's party, maybe just focusing on your time with him right now is what will make this easier. I still think once she stops drinking the OW kool-aid and gets the reality check of taking care of S without assistance, things will change.
