I understand. As I was typing the above, I realized I was pursuing.
Well, last night when I went to bed, I turned my cell phone off and when I woke up at 9:30 this morning, I received 2 text messages from H and then he called me. He asked what I was doing and I replied I just woke up. He asked if I wanted to go to the mall with him and our D. And he showed up at my house with 5 mins. He was already in route to pick me up. So off to the mall went. He admitted to me that for the past two weeks he has missed me and that scared him. He wants to take things very slow and see if I have really changed. He also admitted that he has some issues that he needs to work on as well. Such as why he needs to be in contact with other women.
We sent the entire day together. Which was great. He did hug and kiss me quite a few times. He left around 7:30 tonight. But it was weird. He gave me a somewhat of a hug, more like a pat on the back and thanks. No kiss or nothing. Not that I expected one. But it would have been nice.
I am still going to keep some distance between us. At least for my sake.
