H texting me last night saying he wants 2 swing by and see the baby on his way to work. I reply thats fine but i had plans w/ one of my friends in the afternoon so it will have to be in the morning. He says he cant b/c he is still out of town. He calls in the morning 2 come see the baby. He is pleasant. Looks so good. nicely dressed. It's hard to be around him. I was nice upbeat. Left w/ the baby after a bit to meet my gf at the gym. He saw me in my work out clothes and asked if i was going to the gym? I said yes. He's like thats gay. Whatever. Heard through the grape vine that his cop buddies are really suprised by what he is doing. They gave him a hard time about selling his bike. He replied he was doing it for his wife. That he seemed really commited. That was only a hear ago. What happened? Does anyone see any hope here. Hanging on by a thread
