Real and Aeo I'm introverted in certain areas mostly in a large groups who I don't know. people are shock when I say that I'm anxious because of how I appear to them. I really is a struggle but something to change. Monday when I went to my 1st group I was surprised that I was not anxious and actually talk to strangers, especially with woman about my stich.
Today my head is spinning out of comtrol. I think it is a reaction to my W's coldness today and last night. Went shopping this morning and just told D that I'm was making Empanadas. She is so excited and told me she was thinking about asking me to make them. So I wll cook usually cooking relaxes me. This is just one bad dream, really. W went to the barn even though it is awful outside. Cold windy raning like hell. She goes on as if nothing is happening. Things have not improved I think they are worse. I think she is DBing me?
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
