I think reality is being to sink into my head. W is lost to me, probably forever.

Need to move on with D, and move on with life. Need to return to GAL activities immediately. W is on a path with no known destination, and she wants to travel it alone.

Anyone know any good books on Rebuilding Trust? Forgiveness?

H 51, W 46
no kids
T 22 years
M 17 years
ILBNILWY 2/10
1st D talk 6/10
partial recovery
W files D 5/11
long distance separation 8/11
moving forward on D 10/11
legal separation complete 1/2012