I'll admit some of the most amazing stuff is happening at work. I'm renovating my whole business, marketing in new ways, have a lot of people very excited about my ideas, and it all dovetails with coaching and the training. And I'm like Wowsa - this is big. But it's going to take time to set in motion. And with sleep and help with childcare, I rock at doing it.

I don't know why, but I said this I think - I suspect D will sleep at my parents. The dynamic will shift. I'll feel safer and not so uneasy, and she'll know my parents are there and won't be on guard all night lying on top of me with her eyes open. And I can have the pressure off to work on her sleep stuff.