I feel bad for you S, especially since he can feel and see the devastation of your W's decisions. Not much you can say to a 10 year old who thinks more rationally than a WAS.
You are doing a great job of setting an example of him JB. You deserve much props for being an awesome father to him. He will be able to look back and see how graciously who have handled yourself in this mess. Excellent job my friend.
I can relate to not being sure if you would even want to reconcile at this point. All we can do is continue to follow the markers of this marathon. Keep on keeping on.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa