Pretty sure this is a MLC or Identity Crisis

[tested metal]

I will post more frequently from now on. I guess the reason I stopped is that at times I start thinking that this is all BS., but that is just me letting my emotions get the better of me. Other times, I get angry at myself for backsliding, which I know is normal. I guess the other reason is that I am wondering if my W truely has a midlife crisis. She fits all the "criteria" except for it is hard to find the trigger, but maybe i am just lokking into it. I know she is in an identity crisis for sure, which is pretty much the same thing. But the heartlessness she displays while passing off as "cordial" really gets me. I guess that is something I need to work on for myself.

I think I may be in the stage of depression/isolation as I have just wanted to crawl under a rock and not have anything to do with anyone, except for the dating site of course. Boy, i am a mess! Hopefully I'll do better tommorrow!