This morning I said to W "have a good day" She looked at me and I looked at her and she said the same. That was the 1st time she had been in the kitchen when I left for work in weeks. I have also noticed or have a weird feeling that she is watching me? I don't know if this is normal. I think she is intrigued as to what I'm reading/typing into my Iphone. Usually I'm in here. I have to pay more attention to what she is doing or maybe not. Latetly she has been making more eye contact, I need to do better in that regards I never liked looking at people in the eyes. Makes me anxious. W continues to sleep in our living room, no phone call, TM, email nada. We continue to eat dinner and some times breakfast. In 3 weeks we will have our 1st court date. W has not said anything about it but she is looking very preoccupied latetly. I was thinking that maybe I should have a R talk as I don't think she will ever make the 1st move. She is not that kind of person. Would hate to be D and be told "you never asked or talked about it". The one thing is that D and I are getting along great. I'm getting to know her even more. She really is a mini me.
Detaching is very hard but I keep trying to do it and it really helped yesterday and a bit today. It just gives you a little peace from the spinning. Had 2 nights of pretty good sleep and my appetite is almost back. Would hate to gain the 8 lbs I lost. Hope everyone has a good day
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
