I know, your probably tired of hearing about it but my new carpet looks amazing! It matches the paint perfectly, and gives this place an entirely different look.
Last night the kids & I put our apt back together and relaxed. S15 kept commenting on how much more he liked the place now that it's been updated. I don't mean to make it sound like we live in a dive, because we most certainly don't. However, the walls had various holes in them from pictures being hung here and there and the carpet was just disgusting.
I've decided to take my time to find things to put on the walls. I want to pick out nicer things to accent the living room instead of just covering up space. It's very exciting! It feels new.
I had a dream about H last night. He had come here to get the rest of his belongings, and he told me he was in love with OW and he decided to be with her. I got so angry that I took both my hands and tried to rip his face off. Of course I woke up after that and felt very sad, but I was able to get back to sleep..
The reality of it all is he may very well end up with OW and there isn't anything I can do about it. I try not to think about it, but I am sure most of you know how that goes.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤
