Just thinking, LG... putting this out there for you to consider...
Let's say your exBF and everything going on around you is exactly as you perceive... you have a bunch of toxic people in your life that are dragging you down and making your life miserable...
Ask yourself:
+ What do I want in my life? + How can I remove myself from these people and their influence? + What do I want from this forum and its members if I just want out of this mess?
It would be interesting to read clear, concise answers to the above questions...