JB, I hope you're right about just pushing buttons to see if the changes are real. He definitely does that and I am doing my best not to react. I wish he could see in my heart- lately I surprise even myself with the shift in my thoughts. I find myself being more tolerate and kind, not that I wasn't before, but I was guilty of negative, unkind thoughts. I am really working on the power of positive thinking!
It kills me how he speaks to me when he's in front of other people- there is such an edge to his voice that isn't usually there when he's alone. It makes me think part of his problem is that he has painted himself into a corner with what he has told people about us.
Since all of the drama I posted about last, things are once again pleasant. I haven't seen him, however, since last week. We did have the longest conversation we've had in a while yesterday and it was positive overall.
I will definitely see him tomorrow, please keep me in your prayers! My pastor and the priest that married us keep reminding me that He is the God of impossibilities...
