Yesterday was a fairly good day. Came home said hi to W and she gave me this hellooooooooo with an English accent? i told D tha bizarre food was on and she said she will come to eat a little and watch. We finished dinner and we sat on the couch. During that time someone called our landline 5 times and her cell phone. D did not recognize the number, it had a weird stanic like id. When I came downstairs W and D were staring at the phones and D told me she was scared. We sat on the couch and told D that I will find out who it was. She said no. I said get my phone from upstairs. She did. I showed her how to block a number by me calling her cell. She relaxed after that. So I called the number and it was one one her school friends. D was so relieved and gave me a huge hugg. W was intensily looking at what I was doing. Told D to never worry that I will alwys be by her side and protect her. Not sure what is up with W but she looks very tense during dinner graving her head.
I think yesterday I did some detaching and felt good was even able to sleep.n Wednesdays W usually getsdinner ready in a pan. She did not do that today so I will buyraviolis and sauce and cook that. I usually ask W if that is ok. Today I will decide what we eat. Good feeling and maybe it is a 180.
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”