What was I an idiot? Of course there's an OM...

[workinghardguy]

Ok... Any suggestions? So I'm all Mr. Detached today. Proud of myself for probably implementing DB stuff the right way for the first time. It's hard but going ok, I'll post moremon that later.

Then my w comes downstairs and asks me to come out to the room she's in. I do it. She's wearing her halloween outfit. It's a nice outfit. Not slutty or trampy, but she looks good. A woman any man would be proud to have on his arm and most would be thrilled to have.

And I lose all my composure. I literally am back in the bathroom avoiding her right now because I don't want to backslide or show emotion (benefit of stomach flu, no one questions quick bathroom trips) .

It seems I can do this ok until I see her a) gussied up, b) naked or semi-naked, or c) in a really nice outfit. It's got to be the sex and hormones thing that triggers it, but I can't seem to control it. I try to avoid it but when you're living together and share a bed/bedroom... Well, it happens.

Ok... I think I have myself pulled together now. Here's hoping she back to running pants and baggy sweatshirts when I get out there.