you have a tendency to project YOUR state of mind onto everyone elses.
You are overwhelmed.
and much of this is by choice.
you are choosing to try to do everything all at once: classes, moving, counselling, work, coaching, sales, daughter, sleep training, books, etc etc etc.
but why? i'd guess you're desperately trying to keep yourself from working on the hard stuff. its a method of procrastination.
you'll never do any of that properly if you're trying to do it all at once. everything will suffer. its obvious you cant handle it.
so if you dont want to be vulnerable, tired, its up to you. just cut out all the non-necessities. stop trying to force everything to, to control everything.
Ken, I think I said overwhelmed b/c my sitter just said that "he sounds overwhelmed."
I doubt it's a projection. It was actually me trying to be understanding about where he might be coming from.
As for the rest of what you said here, I'm not sure what it means. I should stop living my life (I always am like this) - and do what?
What am I procrastinating?
I'm not trying to be defensive - god knows, I don't want that whole business starting up again - but I'm just not clear about what this actually means.
