Things are baaaad right now. Just trying to keep my head above water. Talked to my mom about moving in. Talked to my sitter about whether she'd still work for me.
ExBF locked D in a room last night, and when I came out to see why she was shreiking, I found him using a lint brush on a jacket, very calmly. I asked if he could get her (didn't show him I was freaked out) and he said no. He said, "I told her I'd come back." And so I went and got her. She was shaking and threw up on me. I was on a conference call for class. When I came back out of the room, he was gone. She stayed up the rest of the night - until 6 am. I couldn't get her to sleep no matter what. I've had 2 hours of sleep and am now actively looking to move. Unfortunatly, I can't afford anything for miles around. I have even my neighbors looking. I just did a search on three different sites for anything...
He'd committed to being here for two weeks and contacting a psychologist for D around sleep. I can spend a few weeks training her to sleep, but not with the 16 hour days I have set up currently.
He also said yesterday he thinks he might get fired. He hasn't responded to phone calls or texts.
I get that he's overwhelmed. That's fine. I've been nothing but nice.
