too much time and distance

[gunny]

Good point telemark,
Exactly my thoughts today as I sit here at work.
AC,
I have been reading your thread over the last couple of days. Over the months you have really been on a rollercoaster. Again, my sitch is very very,similar. I to have depression that comes in waves, unpredictable. The thing that has really helped me has been meeting new people at all the support groups I have joined. Going to these groups was initially very difficult for me. I am a very friendly person, but very shy.

I have forced myself to meet new people, and am trying to keep myself busy almost every night with meetings, i.e. divorce support, Marine Corps League meetings, ACOA, ALANON, ETC ETC. Anything to keep me busy. I am doing a lot of running around, and eventually the pace will lessen as I find groups that I feel more comfortable with, but the point is, you must start doing things for yourself, imho.

I think about my long distance w all the time, but I know I must let her go to finish her journey. Maybe she will come back to me maybe not. But I have to keep going. You will also, you sound pretty strong, just very sad right now. I wish you the best,
Gunny