Telemark is right, acceptance is a good step. I wish I was able to accept that my M is coming to an end and all that I know and cared for will be changed forever. But just like V, I don't want to give up, I don't want to lose that love for my W, I don't want to let go.
Unfortunately, no matter how hard we try, no matter how much we love and care for our S, no matter how many 180's we do, or how much DBing we do, in the end, it all comes down to what our S wants. We can make ourselves the best that we can be, but if our S doesn't want to be a part of it, then it is over. It [censored], it hurts, and it isn't fair, but that is the simple truth of it all. I'm not saying that anyone should give up hope, only that in the end, there is little that we can do to change our S minds.
Me36, W38 S12, S3 T20, M4 Bomb dropped 8/18/11 Moved out 8/18/11 Filed for D 10/20/11 OM Confirmed 11/5/11