well hot damn, it is finally the first day of the new year
i had a blast last night with my bb friends, the boys ended up going over to a friends house to spend the night and hubby and i just played all night long (him on his video game and me on the computer, BUT IN THE SAME ROOM - he didn't disappear into his cave/studio)
we watched dick clark bring in the new year, and then promptly i fell asleep
got up with surprising vim and vigor this morning, and have already accomplished half my list that i prepared last night (see, i am following my own advice)
this year is going to be great, i am going to be a new me, and i am glad to have found this board
POSITIVES
1) husband came home from work yesterday, himmed and hawed around the house for about 15 minutes, kept asking me if i was ok, then he sat on the couch next to me (i was folding clothes) and told me out of the blue that he has been depressed over the last month or so - i didn't ask him, and as mad as i was over the last few days, i never let on to him that i was angry so this came out of the blue - then during the rest of the day, he became a bit more affectionate, kept checking in on me during the day and a few times put his arm around me. i even at one point thought he was going to kiss me, but chickened out
2) had a blast last night with some bb friends from ALL OVER the world!!!
3) getting my life organized thru using lists is doing well!!!
4) my daughter is the most wonderful creature i have ever had the fortune to be associated with - she is an angel - and i do love her so
5) i woke in a GOOD mood this morning, knowing that this was the first day of the rest of my life, and what a grand day it is!!!
