alcoholic H decided he wants D

[imthemom]

Thank you for the replies..
obviousely i was in a pretty bad place, just had listened to him again tell me how he is sooooo happy now with what he has and was not the least bit interested in working anything out with me and just wanted to be happy and move on.
I also have been sitting here watching this just demolish my S14 and that is killing me. I honestly never saw this comeing and every morning I wake up and realize what is happening and get that same shocked feeling in my stomach...
last night went out to dinner with some girlfriends and that helped alot. have started running on a regular basis again, but nothing seems to ocupy my mind so that i can stop thinking about him...really, i just want to forget this is all happening
alcohol IS evil...what it has done to my family is unbelievable..but Im not so sure that AA has helped either...