Unfun day... S ended up staying home from school with stomach flu, so a day of puking and crying. Of course the puking started after w left for work. Texted her and she offered to come home, but since was already at work 30 miles away and I hadn't left yet I told her I'd stay.

What I hate is the analyzing of everything I do. After I told her I'd stay I started worrying if it was the right move. Does it fill in the "unmanly" narrative already in her head? Does she resent not being able to come home. Then I decided it didn't matter as the decision was already made.

Midday the stomach virus decided to come visit me too. So most of the day has been s and I lying together on the couch, decided not to tell w that I was sick too. I'll just suck it up and make do.

SS and SD got home and made sure homework got done. Sure glad it was a crockpot supper day. SD helped me get supper on, not that s and I were eating anyway. Now helping SS and SD carve their pumpkins. Not really up for it, but a promise is a promise and the days are running out smile

Did figure out why w was so down last night and this morning. Has to do with female issues and I'll save folks from the details smile


Married 6 together 8
Me:38 W:31 second marriage for both
SS12, SD10, S6
Bomb: 9/8/11 (day before our 5 yr ann)
W moved out: 2/18/12
D final: 11/12/12
Share S 50/50. Spend as much time as I can with SS & SD