ok, so i need some serious input, I am a 40 yr old women that has found herself in a place I never thought I would be, I wasnt silly enough to think marriage was easy and I can look back and see the would of, could of and should ofs.. but for right now this is how it is.

I need to find things to do with myself, positive things. problem is I have no idea what to do, I feel as though I have no friends, no interests and outside of my work and children I really do nothing.

My brain wont shut off, it is constant panic of what my H is doing, this is not healthy for me or my children. I need to find a life! but where do you start?


m 41
h 44
d 17 (prev marriage)
d 9
Never give up!!!!!