I'm posting this FOR KK, because her H is around and she can't come on the BB right now...but she wanted us all to know the following:
Although she was feeling prety down about the way her H was acting last night when she touched his arm, this morning, he came home early from work and approached her with the following:
He told her he was sorry if he'd been distant lately. He told her that he's been pretty depressed over the past few weeks and didn't know if it was being caused by the holidays or the fact that he hasn't been doing as well financially since his return home.
The beauty of that unsolicited explanation, as KK now realizes, is that HE was FINALLY forcing himself out of his own shell and pain to tell her in his own way that he ISN'T rejecting her, he's trying to deal with the stuff in his head.
KK also now realizes that HIS coming forward with that, just might be his cry for patience and understanding and HIS way of saying he's sorry for being so 'numb'.
He has asked KK if she'd like to "PARTY" tonight...He's trying, he too, apparently WANTS to break free of all the past pain and move forward into a better year with KK in 2004.
